DxH Addiction The Fall and Rise of Little Heero
by Polka Dot

Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Wing. Sunrise does.

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It happened so quickly, Heero wasn't even sure what happened until it was too late. The terrorists stormed into the room from every door and window. They were all armed, but Heero stayed calm. He pushed Relena to the floor and began firing. He aimed for the head in case they had on bullet proof vests. The first two were clean shots, but he couldn't dodge bullets and aim accurately. He got hit in the shoulder, then the thigh. Relena was on the floor screaming. He continued to fire. Luckily backup finally showed. Trowa and Quatre began firing once they were through the doorway. Still the terrorists came. At least twenty lay dead on the floor already. Heero took another shot in the shoulder. He was on the ground lying next to Relena. Someone kicked his gun from his hand and he found himself looking down the barrel of a gun. Quatre and Trowa were firing down the hall, their attention elsewhere. The terrorist cocked his gun and grinned wickedly. Heero tried to knock his feet out from under him, but his leg had gone numb. Just as the terrorist's finger squeezed the trigger, Relena grabbed his wrist and pulled it down. She bit the man as hard as she could. The bullet missed Heero's head by less than an inch. The terrorist puched Relena and reaimed his gun. A bullet caught him in the head and Quatre rushed over to the couple sprawled on the ground.

Heero looked around him. The terrorists were all dead. Trowa was calling for help and Quatre was keeping a watchful eye. Heero closed his eyes and let his senses fade to black. A taste of coppery bile rested in his throat as he drifted off with the knowledge that Relena had just saved his life.

Heero limped into his bedroom. He was thankful to finally be out of the hospital. Throwing his jacket onto the chair by the door, he laid back on the bed and closed his eyes with a big sigh. His peace was interrupted when his bathroom door opened. Relena leaned against the doorpane dressed in a silky nightgown. She had a bottle of champagne in one hand a a pair of fluted glasses in the other. She walked towards him with a seductive smile on her face.

"I missed you." She said as she sat down on their bed. "It's been so lonely at night without you here." Relena set the glasses and bottle on the end table and then leaned over and began to run her hand through Heero's hair. "How do you feel?"

"Not bad." Heero reached up and pulled Relena down for a long deep kiss. "Feelin' better every second." He rolled them over and ran his hand down her front. When Heero got to her hip, he began to slowly pull Relena's nightgown up her legs. He leaned down and kissed her shoulder.

"Heero are you sure it's not too soon. You just got out of the hospital."

"I'm fine, Relena." Heero said as he exposed her stomach and began to lick her belly button. Relena reached up and began to pull Heero's shirt off. She was careful around his shoulder. Soon the couple had extricated themselves from all their clothes. Heero had grimaced a little from the pain in his thigh when he pulled of his pants, but soon all pain was forgotten under Relena's gentle ministrations.

Heero kissed Relena's breasts and she was fast approaching her peak, but something was missing. Something major. "Heero please," she cried as she pressed her hips against him. The desire burning inside of her was desperate for release. Heero's lips left her chest and soon his weight left her body. "Heero?"

Relena looked up at Heero who was looking down. Relena sat up. "Heero?"

"I'm sorry Relena." Heero said. He was still looking down. Relena followed his gaze and gasped. Little Heero was looking a little lame. In fact little Heero looked like a deflated balloon. "Oh Heero."

Relena reached out to touch it, but Heero grabbed her hand. "I've already tried everything I can think of." He said. His head was still down and his cheeks were slightly red.

"Oh Heero, it's no big deal." Relena said, putting on a happy face. "You just got out of the hospital. It's probably because of the drugs they gave you."

He grunted, but refused to look at her.

"I"m sure it'll be fine tomorrow. Why don't we just watch tv instead?" Relena said as she leaned over and grabbed the remote from the nightstand. She slipped back into her nightgown and propped a couple of pillows up against the headboard. She then propped a couple of more pillows up and patted the bed. "This'll be great. We can cuddle for a little while and then go to sleep in each other's arms." Heero glanced at her quickly, then nodded in defeat.

The next day Duo Maxwell was a very nervous man. He didn't have a clue as to why Heero was pissed at him, but it was very clear that one false move could very well mean his death. Heero had walked into their office this morning with a death glare that could make Attila the Hun blush. Heero's grunts and glares were so fear inducing that Duo used some vacation hours to take off early that day.

After dinner Relena planned on a nice relaxing bath and an early bed. She figured she should just give Heero some space, but the Perfect Soldier had other ideas. Heero had never faced an enemy he couldn't beat, so when he found out Relena was in the bath, he decided to deal with his problem head on. He stripped his clothes off and walked into the bathroom, sneaking up behind Relena, he soon had his arms wrapped around her and was pulling her from the tub.

"Heero! This a surprise." Relena gasped as she felt herself being lifted off the tub's floor.

"I'm sorry about last night Relena, but I plan on making it up to you." Heero stepped into the tub, pulled the curtain closed and turned on the hot spray. He watched the fluffly white bubbles slide down Relena's body and appreciated the gentle slopes and curves of her smooth white skin. Stroking her from behind, Heero began to nibble on Relena's neck.

Wanting to get her hands on Heero, Relena turned around and began to soap up Heero's chest and shoulders. She lathered up his stomach and moved lower, intent on thoroughly cleaning her fellow bather. When she got to little Heero, she was a bit disappointed to find that he wasn't happy to see her. She wasn't easily deterred though. She filled her hands with rich lather and began to stroke the little fellow gently. She rolled his balls in her hands and waited, and waited and stroked some more and waited. Relena looked up at Heero who was looking down at her and shaking his head.

"It's okay Heero." She said as she moved down to wash his legs. She carefully cleaned the skin around his wound and stood back up. "All done." She smiled.

Heero growled and grabbed his penis. He gave little Heero a hard yank and stared at the limp thing in his hand. "Relena." His voice sounded strangled. Relena could tell he was frustrated.

"Really Heero it's no big deal. It happens to everyone." She leaned over and kissed him. "That's why they make pills for it." Relena kissed him again and turned off the water. Heero grabbed her hand before she could open the shower curtain.

"I'm not leaving until my mission is completed." Heero said. He lifted Relena off of the floor with one arm and moved his hand between her legs. He then slipped two fingers inside of her and stroked her until she cummed in his hand. When Relena was done, Heero leaned her up against the wall and turned on the water, cleaning them both off. He then towelled her off and carried her to bed. She fell asleep almost as soon as her head hit the pillow. Heero, on the other hand, suffered from a nasty case of insomnia.

Duo came into work bearing gifts. Hilde's homemade chocolate chip cookies had successfully patched up differences between Heero and Duo in the past. Duo left them on Heero's desk, hoping the peace offering would smooth things over. When Heero walked into his office and saw the cookies on his desk, he knew he had to apologize to Duo. He had chased his best friend out of the office because of his personal problems.

"Duo I'm not mad at you. I've been under some stress lately and I took it out on you." Heero took a deep breath. "I'm sorry." Heero tried not to frown, but it was ever so painful to have to apologize to a baka like Duo.

Duo, thankfully was silent. In fact he was in shock. Never had Heero ever apologized to him. In the past Heero had shot at him, punched him, stolen his stuff and never had he received an apology. Whatever was bothering Heero must be major and Duo decided he had to know what it was.

"Heero what's bothering you?"

"It's nothing."

"Oh come on you can tell me. I want to help."

"Really Duo, it's personal and none of your business."

"But Heero..."

"I said no, Duo." That last remark left no room for arguement. Duo dropped the subject, almost.

"Fine I won't push, but hey Heero, if you really are feeling stressed, why don't you take a vacation. I know you have plenty of time saved up. You and Relena could go to a beach somewhere and just relax in the sun during the day and party in your room at night. If you know what I mean." Duo arched his eyebrows a couple of times. "I'm sure Relena could use some time off. That woman is always overworked."

Heero growled. He had the urge to smack Duo's stupid grin right off of his face. He resisted after all that would just make the idiot even more curious. "I don't need a vacation and neither does Relena." Heero said. He threw Duo a glare that effectively dropped the subject for the rest of the day.

When Heero came home that night Relena had a surprise for him. "Sailor Moan, Outlaw Stud, Dragonballs Squeeze? Relena what are these?"

"They're adult videos. I thought we could use them for inspirational purposes." She said as she grabbed his hand and pulled him to the bed. She then popped a video into the VCR.

"Relena I don't think this is going to help."

"Well we won't know until we try." Relena said as she hopped into bed next to Heero and hit the play button on the remote.

Heero grabbed a glass of water and took a big gulp. He swished it around his mouth, swallowed and then wiped his mouth off. Relena was in heaven. These videos were having quite the affect on her and he had already helped her find her release twice this evening. He was hoping she'd fall asleep soon. The videos were turning him on to some extent, especially Sailor Moan which featured 8 women and one very lucky man in a top hat, but whenever he and Relena started to get it on, little Heero would fall flat. It was seriously driving him crazy.

"Well Mr. Yuy I'm sorry but I just can't prescribe you anything. You see your condition isn't physical. It's mental. I am going to refer you to Dr. Train. She's a sex therapist." The man in the white coat smiled apologetically at Heero.

"What? You expect me to tell somebody else about this. Are you out of your mind? I came here to get some medication and that's what I want." Heero pulled out his gun and aimed it at the doctor. He knew that what he was doing was wrong, but he hadn't thinking very clearly lately.

Surprisingly the doctor was rather calm. "Now Mr. Yuy I know that this is embarrassing, but I assure Dr. Train has heard it all. She won't judge you. And as I said before, even if I prescribe you some medication, it won't help." The doctor held out a business card with Dr. Train's number on it. Heero frowned and glared at the man, but took the card before leaving.

The beautiful naked woman in the holovideo winked at Heero and he cummed. The physical release was good, but the releif he felt was even better. Still he felt like he had just cheated on Relena. Those holovideos were so damn real. He didn't want things to continue on like this between them. Relena was beginning to lose her confidence. When she learned that little Heero reacted to everything except her, she had run out of the room crying. Heero had tried to sooth her frazzled nerves, but the truth was that little Heero was reacting to everything except Relena. The adult vidoes she rented, the holovideo, even 2-D magazines. Once Heero had come into the office after a rain shower and found a sea of chesnut hair standing by the window. Little Heero immediately saluted. It turned out to be Duo drying out his hair. Heero had sat down before his officemate saw anything unusual but he was still totally humiliated by the experience.

Weeks went by. Heero made sure Relena never wanted for anything, but he was feeling more and more futile. He fingered Dr. Train's card again. He just couldn't do it. He couldn't talk to a sex therapist about this. Especially not a female sex therapist. It was the most humiliating thing in the world as far as he was concerned.

He fingered little Heero who immediately came alive in his hand and looked at a picture of Relena. Little Heero died. He didn't know what was going on. He loved Relena. He had never looked at another woman, never thought about anyone else in that way. He had never had problems like this before. He traced the small scar that the gunshot had left on his thigh. The doctor had said it wasn't physical, but Heero just couldn't believe that. This all started after he got out of the hospital.

Heero went home that night with the promise that this would end soon. He'd get a second doctor's opinion. If he didn't hear what he wanted, he could get Viagra on the black market. He would even go to Dr. Train if he had to, but only as a last drastic result.

When Heero walked into his bedroom, he found Relena already asleep in bed. Lately that was the way he found her. In the past she'd always waited up for him, but then he had always made it worth her while. Heero stripped to his boxers and climbed into bed beside her. He wrapped his arms around Relena and looked at her sweet face. She was so beautiful when she was asleep. She looked so fragile like a lost child. He kissed her forehead. His heart was filled with love, but little Heero was fast asleep as always.

Breakfast was usually a quiet affair. Heero buttered his toast and watched Relena read the daily headlines. There was nothing particularly interesting in the news today so Heero skipped the paper. A glint out of the corner of his eye caught his attention. Heero jumped across the table and grabbed Relena's hand. He pushed her down as the room erupted. Someone had used a grenade on the wall and the room was in shambles. Heero quickly checked to make sure Relena wasn't seriously hurt, then he took out his gun and began choosing targets. He managed to clear a path to the kitchen and pulled Relena behind him. Another wall exploded and Heero had to pull Relena into the downstairs bathroom for protection. Heero reached deep into the cabinet under the sink and pulled out an automatic pistol. He fired off a round and pushed Relena down into the bathtub. They were holed in, but he suspected that there weren't that many attackers so he was confident he could take them all.

Hiding behind the door he could see the men approaching through the mirror. He pushed the door forward and let off a round of ammo. Then Heero jumped out from behind the door and let off another round. He searched the surrounding rooms and found only dead terrorists. Grabbing Relena, Heero cautiously searched the rest of the house. No one was left.

"Heero do you think got them all?" Relena asked, her grip on Heero's hand was so tight that it was almost painful.

"Looks like it." Heero turned around to face Relena. He looked her over. "Are you hurt?"

She shook her head "No, you?"

"I'm fine." Relena smiled and hugged him. Then she gasped.

"Heero your gun...?"

"It's right here Relena." Heero rubbed the barrel of his gun softly against Relena's shoulder and smiled.

"Oh Heero." Relena softly moaned as she rubbed against the barrel that was poking into her hip.

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