Introduction

Duo has fallen for someone else, it isn't Hilde Schbieker, and Hilde is really depressed about this deal that Duo has done. Since she found Duo Maxwell she has fallen in love. But he has broken her heart. Now only one clown can heal her wounded heart. While he does Trowa has feelings for her and would die to protect her.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Chapter one

An empty room that what she sees right now. An empty room that was once filled with happiness and love and most of all Duo. Hilde sighed as she lifted up her bags out of the house. That was surrounded with a scrap yard of parts. She started to load up her old green pick-up truck with all her things. Such as lamps, pictures, cloths, and other things that now belong to her. As she loaded up the truck she didn't notice that someone from the corner was watching her. She looked away and walked back into the house to gather one more box. As she bend down to pick it up someone lifted up the box for her. "Here let me get that!" says a voice that was filled with no emotion, nor hate but still just with no emotions. Hilde stood up straight and dusted off her hands. "Thank-you Trowa!" she smiles. Trowa didn't look different. Just the same o, hair that was covering one side of his face. But this time he didn't ware a Turtleneck shirt or jeans that weren't baggy. He wore an orange sleeveless shirt with a Surfer, surfing on the front and wore a pair of baggy jeans that looked pretty dam comfortable. Hilde opened the door to her truck as Trowa set the last box of her things in the back. But before she could go Trowa stands next to her car window. "Hey, Listen Hilde. I am sorry for what happen with you and Duo but can I make it up to you!" he says but Hilde just looked at him and shook her head towards the other side of the truck. Trowa gets in the truck and fastens his seatbelt. "Listen, Hilde where are you gonna go now?" he asked with is voice filled with concur and worry. Hilde pulls out of the driveway and drives off down 501. But she didn't answer his question she just kept driving down towards the Circus. "Trowa don't even think about it, I am not coming back once I leave this colony I am not coming back you hear!" she yells as she pulls over to the parking lot of the Circus and stopped the car. Hilde shook her head and got out of the truck followed by Trowa. She lends forward on the bed looking down in the bed and starts to sob. She turns around with her back against the truck and slid down on her back as she pulled her knees to her chest. Her hands started to shake. Trowa sighs and bends down to her and holds both of her hands until they stop shaking. "No need to cry, everything now is going to be alright!" he whispers as he takes his finger and wipes her tears. Hilde stops crying a little and smiled looking at the tall young man in front of her with his hands grasp on her shoulders. "I have no where to go now," she whispers in a soft tone to him. "Stay here for awhile until you get back on your feet!" he says with his voice filled with concur and worry. Trowa stands up and holds out his hand to her. Hilde looks up at Trowa and takes his hand. And he helps her off the ground.

~ Hours Later ~

In Trowa's trailer, Hilde was looking though her box of pictures and just set them aside before falling back on the bed. "Why did Duo have to leave me like this, my heart is wounded and can't be healed' she sighed as she laid back on Trowa's bed looking up at the ceiling. She closes her eyes and starts to fall asleep when she heard the Trailer door open slowly. Hilde opens her eyes quick and jumps on her feet in a defense position. She shakes her head and sighs that it was only Trowa standing there. But took one step back from her when she jumps from the bed onto her feet. "I am sorry Trowa I thought you were-." She paused when he spoke. "A enemy!" he replies to her as he walked towards the little fridge and pulls out a Milk carton. Then he takes out two cups and sets them down on the table as Hilde walked up to him. She sat down on the stool and yawns. "Listen Hilde a dance is tonight. And I was wandering if you would like to -," he was stop when she put her finger to his lips. "I would love to come with you!" she smiles.

Trowa waited outside for her wearing a tuxedo and holding two roses one white and the other red. He was waiting for her to come out. He just yawns to the lack of fun or anything, he just looks up at the sky and notices how the sky forms many colors, such as orange, pink and red near the sun. He smiles alittle and sighs looking at God's painting

Before he can stand up he turns around and sees the door open slowly. Trowa stood tall with the same look on his face waiting for her to come out. Hilde slowly steps onto the steel steps of the trailer coming out. In a long skinny red dress. It was long to the ground you can barely see her ankles and the shiny dress made it appear to be a silkily one. The straps on the dress where every thin, the chest area showed some of her breast but only a few cm's. Not like the entire breast was showing. At the end of the dress to the right leg showed due that there was a line going up her dress half way towards her waist. She looked down at the ground blushing some as Trowa walked towards her and held the roses to her. She slowly and gently takes the flowers from his hand and kisses his cheek as a thank-you. Trowa offered his arm and Hilde agreed. "Oh wait!" Trowa whispers to her as he turns around and takes out a long valet box from his coat. "Here!" he says softy as he turns around to her and opens the box. Showing off a diamond necklace. Hilde stepped back a few steps in shock of the diamond necklace. "Oh my Trowa!" she says. "Where did you get the money to buy it!" she cries when Trowa takes out the necklace and turns her around so her back is turned towards him. He gently takes his arm over her neck as he places the necklace around her neck softy. "I had a friend who, helped me!" he replies as he turns her back around to face him, and looked into her starlight eyes. "Happy Birthday Hildaguard Rose Schbieker" he smiles. "Oh my I forgot my birthday I can't believe I did that I was just so--," she was stopped when Trowa broke in. "Coz, you were scared and lost with a wounded heart!" he whispers as he kisses her cheek. "Now shall we go to the ball!" he offers his arm again to her as she took it they walked towards a car. That drove them towards the Rec. Center on the L3 colony. (That's been they have balls in the ballroom!)

At the ball Hilde sat down at his or her table watching everyone dance, slowly. She looks at Trowa who was watching the dancers too but then he looks at her and she looked away. Trowa cleared his throat and stood up straight walking towards the women in the red dress next to him. He bows like a prince would do and takes her hand and kisses it. "Would you dance with me?" he asked as Hilde smiled as Trowa takes her hand and walks her slowly to the dance fall with his left arm around her tiny waist.

(Rose theme from titanic starts)

Trowa walks to the middle of the dance floor as everyone made a circle. Catherine, and the Manger smiles and watches. Trowa wraps his left arm around her waist and took her right hand up. Hilde places her hand on his shoulder and leaned down to rest her head down on his shoulder too as the next slow song came on they started to dance around slowly looking into their eyes. Hilde closed her eyes as Trowa held her close, close enough to feel his heartbeat his hers. And then they started to waltz.

Trowa stopped dance when they opened their eyes and looked at each for the longest time. Hilde leaned towards his ear and whispers. "I love you!" she whispers and Trowa leans down to her ear and whisper. "And I love you!" he smiles as they pulled back looking once more into each other eyes. They started to lean towards each other their lips where only an inch away, when she felt his lips peck hers she pulled away and smiles. Then she wraps both arms around his neck and her left pawn against his hair bringing him closer. Trowa and Hilde's lips finally touch. Trowa wraps his arms around her waist pulling her closer. Trowa just kissed her more deeply then ever with his all his love and hope, dreams.

But within all of his dreams, hope and love there is always an evil lurking around them. Maybe trying to stop them. And there he was standing there in the crowd and watched them kiss. He was taller then Trowa and more well built too! He was leaning against the wall with his arms cross and a smirk came upon his face looking at the two.

He backs away from the crowd and leans against a dark area of the room. He pulls out his radio and says. "He's here!" he smirks as he looks at lady in the red dress and the tall man in the tuxedo walk away from the ballroom floor to outside where it was cooler. Hilde looked up and from a distance she heard fast and old time music. (Like titanic when they are in the 3^rd class dance room).

Hilde yawned and walked towards Trowa. Trowa was just looking to the left leaning against the wall. Not knowing who was coming towards him until he felt someone lean on his chest and grabbed his arms to wrap around her. Trowa looked down and looked at the women who was in his arms. "Trowa…!"

"Hmmm!" his answer was quiet as he rubbed her shoulders some. "I am gonna stay with you," she smiles as she closes her eyes. And Trowa wraps his arms tighter around her waist. Trowa softy rested his chin on her head and sighs. Trowa closed his eyes for a brief moment when something caught his eye towards the right. He pulls Hilde away and pulled out his pistol from his coat pocket. "Stay here!" he says as he stands in front of her as if he were a defense wall. "Go back to the trailer and get dressed, we're leaving!" he orders as Hilde backs away and takes off her shoes so she can walk better and head towards the trailer.

Once she was out of site Trowa walks towards the wall and aims his gun out. "Come out now!" he orders loud. Then he sees a gun drop to the ground but nothing came out. And saw a shadow run towards the trailer. "Hilde!" he cries as he runs as fast as he can towards the trailer.

Hilde came walking out of the trailer and towards her car getting in. Wearing her collage sweater and pair of blue jeans. She sits down in the drivers' side and looks in the review mirror before starting the car. But then before she can reverse the car she stops and sees a tall man aiming at a revolver at her. Then the tall man fires but nothing happens. Hilde undoes her seatbelt, gets down to the left and covers up before the man reloaded, and fires four times.

The tall man ran off, towards the deep woods. Once he was out of site Hilde sits up in the car and has a shock look upon her face. And she was shaking. Trowa ran around the corner and saw a shaken and scared Hilde in the front seat of the car. "Geeze!" he replies as he quickie runs right over to the shaken women in the front seat of the car. He kneels down to her size and opens the car door that was filled with bullets. He opens the car door all the way. Hilde was just looking straight and her blue eyes were just filled with fear. Trowa stands up and grasp her shoulders shaking her back and forth some. "Hilde…. Hilde are you okay?" he asked when he first shook her and she looked at him. "Yeah I think. Who was that?" she cried in a shaken and frighten voice that Trowa can only understand. Then she started to cry again. Trowa just pulls her close and strokes her hair softly and whispers words of comfort telling her that everything will be all right. And there he let her cry on his shoulder, feeling her emotions run though his mind like a roaring waterfall

~ Close the door

Chapter Two

"Can you tell us anything about this guy Miss Schbieker?" asked the police officer but Hilde just shook her head some. "I don't know him at all, all I know that he was about 6'4, dirty blond hair cut like a bowl and has a snake Tattoo on his right arm." She answers as Trowa sits down next to her on the couch and wraps a blanket around her and rubs her shoulders. "Well I think we've made a choice Miss Schbieker and Mr Barton. That we put the two of you on protection roll you will stay in a neighborhood on the L4 colony. With full protection-." He continued on but Trowa didn't listen why did he need protection he was a dam Gundam Pilot! Not a young boy who tries to fight off the bad-guy with a uglystick. But he remember he had to keep low on his Gundam even if they were close to have peace for a long time.

"As to tonight you are to pack your things and move on tonight or it seems that this guy had his eye on you Miss Schbieker! You can move to another colony and stayed with the Chief of Police-," but before he could finish Hilde stood up and yelled. "NO I AM NOT TO BE MOVED AROUND; THAT'S HOW THIS KIND OF PEOPLE FIND THEIR KILL." She yelled and looked towards the window, Trowa just turned his head towards her and sighs. She took a deep breath before speaking again. She slams her hands onto the counter and sobs. Trowa shakes his head some and stands up, walking over to the sobbing girl. "Okay- we'll go to that colony of yours," Trowa says as the two officers nodded and smiled.

When the two officers left Trowa walked up behind Hilde and wrapped his arms tightly around her as she leaned onto him. "I love you Trowa" she whispered. "I love you too" he whispered in her ear. Hilde turned around with his arms still around her. She gently took his hand and kissed it. "Love me Trowa," she whispers as Trowa leaned down to her neck.

Watching every motion in my foolish lover's game

After Trowa had stripped off his and her clothing he hand his finger up and down her cheek while he kissed her passionately deeply making her moan into his month. She pushed him back but only to look at him. "Why Trowa, how did you fall in love with me?" he didn't answer but leaned down to her ear. "What did you do, what did I say to make you mine" he whispered as he placed his finger on her lips quieting her. "You said I love you" she answered with his finger lightly on her lip.

As the time slowly past in the small window by the bed, the window was covered in steam from the loving making. When suddenly Hilde's hand slammed onto it and went back down onto Trowa's back. "Sorry if I had hurt you" he softy says when he finally gives the last thrust. Hilde just tills her head back on the pillow. While Trowa got off her and gather her in his arms. As they were trying to catch their breath Trowa whispers words of love to her ear.

Trowa opened his eyes and noticed he wasn't alone in bed anymore he had his arms still wrapped around Hilde as she slept in his strong arms. He sat up just alittle and noticed they had done it. Trowa looked down at the sleeping Hilde and smiled. He leaned down and kissed her gently on the lips. "Mmm, Trowa" she opens her eyes and smiles. She sits up to meet up with Trowa who locked his arms around her. Trowa leaned down slowly and kissed her gently as she wrapped her arms around his neck. "How about again?" he teased

There was a knock at the door but before Trowa got up he nippled at her neck playfully and put on a robe before answering. "Catherine what it's 6am should you be at church?"

"No, remember I promised I would help you two packed up the tuck." She smiled and noticed Trowa was in his robe and she blushed. "I can see you were busy I'll see you later" she walked off and Trowa shut the door he turned around thinking to see Hilde sitting on the bed waiting to him but she wasn't. He scans his tailor and then saw her putting on some clean cloths. "Hilde what are you doing?" he added with a yawn. "Do you remember about last night that guy he is on the lose so the police ordered us to go another colony for now." She walked passed him putting down her shirt and putting on some shoes. Trowa sighed and got dressed.

A few hours later Hilde and Trowa were packing up the tuck with their things, as Trowa placed her box of stuff in the pick up Trowa heard something that sounded familiar he looked down at his feet and notice the ground was shaking. He looked to the right and noticed that the circus animals were acting funny. "HILDEY" he yelled as he ran past her towards everyone who didn't notice. "Stay here" he ran past her and looked up at the sky and saw the wing zero. "Oh no" he remembers Heero never found it yet.

"Right on target" says a voice in the cockpit aiming at the circus below. The gundam aimed his missiles and started to fire. On the ground people started to run, Trowa looked back to the tent and saw the tent go up in flames he ran to it and pulled Hilde close to him. "GET DOWN" he yelled as he pushed himself down along with her just before an explosion hit the ground. Once the coast was clear Trowa stood up and picked up Hilde. They ran to another small area where hundreds of people were running. Everyone stopped running and noticed that the gundam wing zero had left leaving the snow covered land in ruins. "You okay Hilde?" he asked pulling her close. "Yea I think so" she sighed. A few hours later the people were picking up the ruins and looking for any survivors. As the ambulance checks if everyone is all right Hilde looks over at Trowa who was placing her things in his tuck. She stands up and starts to walk by Trowa who had stopped once she had caught something with her eye. "Huh! What is it?" he asked but Hilde just kept walking. "Hello, whose there?" she asked as she stepped her foot into the front of the woods and saw a human of some type run off. "Trowa HE'S ON THE RUN!" she yelled to him as she took off running after the human leaving the city was into the woods that were covered in snow. "Wait, Hilde!" he yells as he drops the box and runs after her. The figure started to jump over fallen trees and duck under branches. So did she, "Stop where you are!" Hilde yelled as she watches the human run across a small steam. Hilde jumps onto a fallen tree and runs faster.

With Trowa right behind her. A few moments later the two stopped in a circle formed by trees and branches. Mist covered the ground, making it hard to see the ground. Hilde sides step to Trowa and grab his arm. "Where did he go?" she asked as Trowa just only moved his eyes to scan the area. "We are being hunted!" he whispers. "Oh my god!" she cries. Hilde saw it again the same figure. This time he or she was aiming a gun at the two. "GET DOWN!" she yelled as she pushes Trowa down onto the ground sending the two onto the ground at the same time as the man or women fired the bullet. It as only about a few inches from their bodies as the bullet flew by. The figure jumps in the air and kicks out heading for Trowa. Trowa jumps out of the way and grabs the figure neck. Sending him or her to the ground. Trowa whips out his gun and aims at his or hers head. "Speak now!" he ordered but no answer. Until he got a good look at the face. It was the same guy. The man grabs Trowa's gun and jumps to his feet. Once he jumped to his feet. Trowa jumps back a few steps and stands in front of Hilde as a sign of a defense wall keeping her safe. "Do you remember me Trowa Barton or is that not your real name Mmm!" he smirked. But Trowa lifted his eyebrow in confusion. Hilde looked down at Trowa's back and saw his gun that was tied to his back around his waist. Then she looks at the man in front of her. "It's seems for a guy who has taken my name, has forgotten about the one. That he has taken it from!" he smirked again looking at the black headed girl behind Trowa. Trowa's eyes just went blank. : Noway he can be alive; he's dead or maybe he wasn't:

"I wouldn't shoot me Trowa Barton, or should I say No name!" he smirked again like he always have been doing. "Why not! So you can rule the earth and the colony under the Military power." Trowa says in anger and revenge. "No because your empty!" he laughs as Trowa fires but nothing came out. Hilde looks again at the gun to Trowa's waist and gets an idea. No name steps back sitting using his body as a shield for Hilde. The real Trowa pulls out his gun. At the same time Hilde grabs No Names gun and pulls it out of his belt and jumps down on her chest. And aims at Trowa. Firing but only hitting his right shoulder. But once she did the real Trowa fired his gun at No Name, hitting No Name in the side. Making No name back into a tree as his blood blush against the oak tree. "NOO!" she cried. "Leave him alone!" she yells as she jumps up onto the real Trowa back and starts to ring his neck hard. No Name shakes his head and holds his hand tight onto his wound falling to his knees. He looks forward and watches for a moment Hilde and the real Trowa where fighting. "NONAME THE GUN ON THE GROUND GET THE GUN!" Hilde yelled as the real Trowa swung her side to side backing her into trees hard. No name picks up his gun and tried to aim at the real Trowa. With all of his strength he fires letting Hilde gasp. As the real Trowa fell to the ground with a bullet to his head. Hilde lets go and stands up and looks at the injured Trowa. (No name). "Oh my god Trowa no!" she cried as she ran to him and kneeled to his side. She looked at all of the blood that was spilled all over the ground and there's was a lot. "Here!" she cries again with tears in her eyes. She rips off an area of her shirt and tries it around his waist stopping the blood. "We have to get you out of here!" she cries as she pulls his arm around her neck and supported him as they tried to walk out of the deep woods, which has no end. "NO Hilde leave me here I am a goner!" he says. "Shhh don't talk like that" she whispers. Hilde just couldn't carrying him anymore she stops and leans him against the tree and sits down next to him still trying to stop the blood from coming. She looks back and sees the blood trail all the way where from they where to where they are now. It started to get dark and Trowa was getting worst. And then it started to snow. Pitch back it turned to. Trowa laid down still as he can as more blood came from his side and started to cough up blood. Hilde leaned over him begging him to hold on. As tears steam down her face Trowa took his hand and caresses her cheek pulling her close to him. "Hilde, you must do me this honor" he shivers from the freezing cold. "What!" she whispers.

"Promise that you will live and go on promise!" He shivered again but Hilde just wraps her arms around him gently and kisses his cheek. "I promise!" She whispers as their eyes started to get heavier. "I love you!" Trowa whispers as he grabs her hands shaking scared and freezing from the cold. "And I love you" she whispers back to him kisses his lips.

The next morning the whole place was covered in snow even the two youths. With Hilde still having her arms tight around him with tears still steaming down her face. Half of there bodies where ice blue their lips where blue as well. Hilde looks up and looks up the morning stars that were still up. Singing a song over and over.

" Close the door, Shut the world away, All the fights gone from this wounded heart, Across the floor dreams and shadows play, Like wind blown refugees call the man, who deals in love beyond repair," she whispers the song over and over with her arms around Trowa. Until she saw a bright light shrine shining on her face. She looks to the right only turning her head towards the light. And sees rescue dogs, fireman, and police with flashlights and calling their names. She smiles in joy and shakes Trowa. "Trowa there's help coming…" she stops when he didn't answer. She looks down at him and notice that he wasn't breathing and his eyes where closed. "Trowa there's help!" she repeated but still no answer. She started to sob over his body. "Trowa, TROWAAAA!" she cries in sorrow, as she shakes him and shakes him again but no answer. She lays her head down on the top of his head and closes her eyes. And remembers that he told her to live on and don't let go. She opens her eyes and tries to call for help but her voice was low. She looks back down to Trowa and kisses his forehead. "I will never let go and I'll always love you!" she whispers and she un wraps her arms around him and grabs his flare gum. She holds the gun into the air straight up and fires calling the police and everyone over there. "THERE SHE IS!" one yells as they started to run to her with blankets and a tuck.

~ 60 years later ~

"So what happen next Mrs Barton?" asked one man how was listening to her story. "I moved on, and now you know there was a name you call upon name Trowa Barton, and he saved me and every way a person can be saved. I don't even have a picture of him he only his alive now in my heart ad my memory." She lowers her head in sorrow.

~ 60 years before ~

She laid on a stretcher with hot blankets and towels over her small body and not to far she sat up some and saw Trowa's body being zipped up and put into a different car. "Trowa no!" she cried.

At the hospital Hilde was lying in bed when the doctor came in and asked for her name. "Can you please tell me your name love!" he asked. And she answered. "Barton, Hilde Barton" she replies as the doctor says thank you and walks away. Then Duo walks in. he looks at Hilde's small body and gasps. She was all red and blistered. "Hilde I'm sorry!" he says as he sits down by her side and kisses her hand. Then his wife stands behind him and looks at the young women in the bed. Then Hilde started to cry. Duo leans down and caress her cheek. "I am so sorry about Trowa," he whispers. "But Hilde, no matter who I marry, you can always turn to me" he whispers as he kisses her cheek and hugs her as she did the same thing and stayed that why.

A few days later Hilde stood in the giant graveyard standing in front of her lover's grave.

Trowa Barton

179AC-205AC

A soldier in battle,

And a forever loved man

She bent down, traced the words with her finger, and whispered. "I am still eternity yours Trowa"

~ 60 years later ~

"That was the last time I saw him Duo Maxwell he was married but then he was on a mission the white fang ganged up on him and that was the end for him!" she whispers.

"Now you still know that everyone can be saved in anyway and I never spoken of Trowa Barton until now, no even to your grandfather Liz. A women's hear is a deep ocean of secrets I loved Trowa Barton so much that time was really when true love stuck me" she sighs.

In her small room she laid in a bed and slowly died. But not wit anger. But with everything she did brings happiness there were pictures of her horse back ridding, pictures of her as a model and flying a plane. (Rose theme)

Her mind started to drift into heaven she started to fade into the old L2 colony that was broken down. But then the years started to go backwards. Two men in the ballroom open the door for her as she made her way towards the stairs right where Trowa Barton was standing dressed in a tuxedo. As she walked people would nodded like Duo, Quatre, Heero, Wufie, Relena, Catherine and everyone as she walks from behind Trowa dressed in a red dress like the one she wore to the ball. Trowa takes her hand and pulls her close. Pulling her close as her arms wrap around his neck and he wrapped his arms around her waist. They just looked into each other eyes without saying a thing. And closed their eyes and moved their lips to touch. Trowa didn't waste time he leans forward and kisses her long and deeply. As everyone clapped over and over for them as they kissed.

(Clue: like the ending of titanic)

Every night in my dreams I see you, I feel you,

That is how I know you go on

Far across the distance and spaces between us

You have come to show you go on

Near, far, wherever you are

I believe that the heart does go on

Once more you open the door

And you're here in my heart

And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time, and last for a lifetime

And never let go till we're one

Love was when I loved you

One true time I hold to, in my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are

I believe that the heart does go on

Once more you open the door

And you're here in my heart

And my heart will go on and on

You're here; there's nothing I fear,

And I know that my heart will go on

We'll stay forever this way

You are safe in my heart

And my heart will go on and on

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~