Hilde's POV

*****

I'm a bad, bad girl.

I went out with Duo again last night. There's always been something about him-the way he makes me smile, the way he looks at me with those violet eyes of his, his sense of humor, his kindness, his caring-I could fall for a guy like that.

But I haven't. At least not yet. Not fully, anyway.

So we went out, had dinner and a movie, back to my place, a good-night kiss and that was it. I never invite him in after a date and he never pushes it. I think he knows, somehow, that I'm just not sure yet. Not ready to be with just one.

But I'm a bad, bad girl.

I have these dreams at night-dreams of me and Duo, me and Trowa, me and Quatre-you get the picture. But not just one at a time. I want them all, at once. It's something about MS pilots-they way they are built. I remember that first time with Olson down in the main OZ hanger on L2. how his muscles rippled and flexed as we came together. It was amazing. I've been with other guys but MS guys turn me on.

What's more, Gundam pilots drive me wild. Of course I haven't had one yet.
Yet.

I'm a bad, bad girl.

*****

Quatre's having this party-I'm all dressed up in a blue mini-dress, strapless of course. My hair has grown a little since the war so I have it up in a French twist. The dress is a bit short, even for me, and I'm showing a bit of leg, but I don't care. I just don't care tonight. I've had a bit too much punch and I'm just a little reckless. I want something, anything, some excitement.

But there are others here as well. Catherine, Relena, Dorothy. Relena giggles as she too has had a bit too much to drink. But I'm in luck. Catherine is the designated driver for that crew and she keeps looking at her watch. "I'm beat," she finally says. "I think it's time to go, girls."

Relena nods. "I've got a long day tomorrow." Dorothy helps her up off of the couch, but it's obvious Dorothy is disappointed. She's been trying to score with Quatre for a while now but he won't give in. Good for him.

Cathy turns to me. "Need a lift, Hil?"

I shake my head. "Nah. I'll call a cab later," I tell her. Liar. I have no plans on going home alone tonight.

I'm a bad, bad girl.

Cathy shrugs. "Ok. Come on girls," she tells Dorothy and Relena. They say goodbye, kiss the guys on the cheeks, and are out the door. I can't help but smile. It's just me and the guys now.

So which one will I get? I realize my hands are shaking around my wine glass. I'm nervous. I don't know if I can actually pull this off. I have always been like one of the guys, one of their friends, and to show that I actually want them in other ways is weird.

But I'm a bad, bad girl.

I leave the room where the guys are hanging out and go to one of the guest bedrooms on the side. The doors are all open and I don't think Quatre would mind. I sit down on the bed, placing the glass of wine on the end table and pull a magazine off of it, thumbing through it. I'm bored as hell.

I hear a knock on the door. I turn and see Duo standing in the doorway. "Hey there," I tell him.

"Hey there," he calls back, softly. I move over a bit, patting the side of the bed. He responds by sitting down next to me.

"So what's going on?" he asks.

I giggle a little. Gosh, I'm going to start acting like Relena now. Not good. "Oh, nothing."

His hand takes mine, gently. I look into his eyes. He leans in, stealing a gentle kiss. At first I close my eyes, but I'm not completely getting into it. I shift a little. Duo pulls away.

"What's up, babe?"

I roll my eyes and fall back on the bed, arms open. "It's nothing."

"Come on, tell me," he demands, looking over at me, his hands now on either side of my hips.

"It's crazy."

"Tell me," he insists.

I'm a bad, bad girl.

"Promise you won't tell anyone else?" I ask, propping myself up on my elbows.

Duo looks at me seriously. "I promise."

I can't believe I'm going to say it. "I sometimes have this dream. it's just so weird. but it's a bit racy."

"Oh really?" Duo asks, shifting over to one side so he can lay next to me, propped up on one elbow.

"Yeah." I bite my lip. "You're in it, but so is Heero." There. I've said it. Well, part of it.

Duo raises an eyebrow. "Heero's in it as well? Wow, I never knew you were that kinky," Duo teases me. His hand tickles my rib cage and I laugh, but push his hand away.

"There's more. It's not just Heero and you. It's Quatre, too. And Wu-Fei and Trowa."

Duo's eyes pop open wide like he's just seen a ghost. "Are you serious? All of us? Anyone else I should know about?"

I close my eyes, embarrassed. "Nope. Just the five of you."

"And you," he says, this time running his hand up my thigh gently.

"Um-hm," I respond.

I'm such a bad girl.

"That sounds interesting," a voice calls from the doorway. Trowa is standing there. Both Duo and I sit up quickly.

"You heard?" I ask him, shaking a little.

Trowa nods slightly, but he's looking at me with a need I have never seen before. "Have you ever wanted to make your dreams come true, Hilde?" he asks me.

I swallow hard. Trowa is coming into the room, towards the bed, and Duo's not stopping him. I watch as Trowa crawls up on the bed behind me. Duo pulls me close and begins to kiss me, and suddenly I feel Trowa's breath behind me. He is kissing my neck. I can feel his heat behind me, and Duo's in front of me. It feels so good. Suddenly one of Trowa's hands slips down and cups my breast. I moan in delight.

"Why are they having all the fun?" I hear another voice say. Quatre is now at the door-along with Wu-Fei and Heero. The three of them come in, and shut the door this time. I stare at them, and they stare at me.

"So beautiful," Heero mutters.

"So soft," Quatre adds.

Wu-Fei says nothing but I can tell from the bulge in his pants he's in for this, too. I have no idea how this is going to work but I let them go for it.

Duo tugs at my dress until it's down below my breasts, then wiggles it off of me. Trowa unclasps my bra, and Quatre is now up on the bed, pulling down my silk panties. The others are shedding clothing as well, and soon I'm naked on the bed with five naked men, their cocks erect, ready.

Trowa turns me around and kisses me on the mouth while Duo strokes my hips. I can feel his hardness at my backside. He kneels, and I feel two fingers enter me from behind. Slowly he pulls me down on top of him. As soon as I' m down, Quatre spreads my legs apart, and starts licking my inner thigh, then comes up and licks my folds. I shudder in response. Heero begins sucking and nibbling at my left breast, and I take his hardened cock into my hand, beginning to stroke him there. Trowa at first nibbles on my right breast, but then moves back. He decides to take Quatre and moves behind him, reaching around to grab his cock and pump it. Finally Wu-Fei stands up on the bed, and straddling over Quatre, places his leg in between me and Heero, leaving his cock right in front of my mouth. With my free hand I take it, slowly bringing it into my mouth, sucking gently as I stroke Heero in my hand. Duo moves me up and down and Quatre licks my clit, slowly and gently, while Trowa pumps into him, harder and harder.

Suddenly I hear Quatre cry out in release as Trowa collapses on top of him. Duo pushes harder as Heero now explodes into my hand. Wu-Fei comes next, all over my mouth, and the last few strokes of Quatre's tongue bring me to shuddering release as Duo pushes in one last time.

We lie there, a tangled mess of limbs and skin, just trying to catch our breath. Slowly and surely we untangle each other.

I'm such a bad girl.

After a little bit I realize that I want to do this again, and no one else seems to be too tired yet. I give them some time, dancing around the room myself, giving them a little show while they rest up. As soon as I see Quatre's cock coming alive again I tease him a little by bending down to lick it.

I feel a slap on my rear as Wu-Fei is now ready to go. The rest are as well. Wu-Fei pulls me close, running his hands down my breasts. I want to take him this time. He lies down and pulls me on top of him, guiding himself into me. I feel Quatre coming into me from behind, and behind him is Trowa. Duo and Heero lie down on either side of Wu-Fei, positioning themselves so that I can reach over and grab Duo's cock while sucking off Heero. Soon I feel Quatre coming into me and Trowa coming into him. As soon as Quatre orgasms I start to spasm around Wu-Fei. Duo comes into my hand while Heero spills into my mouth.

I'm a very bad girl.

*****

It's now been three years since "that night." We haven't done that again, all of us like that. It made things awkward for a while but now most of us are just friends again.

Like Duo and I. He's my best friend in the whole world, and we hang out a lot. But we no longer date.

I finally settled on one of them.

After work, I spot him and run over, hugging him tightly and giving him a quick kiss. I grab his ponytail and give it a tug as I hop on the motorcycle behind him. He slaps my thigh.

"Ready, Hil?" he asks me.

I grin, wrapping my arms around him. "Go," I tell him. We race off, traveling through the city back to the apartment, where we will spend three hours making love, one hour making dinner, and another two hours of passionate sex before bedtime. Wu is wonderful like that.

And I'm still a very bad girl.

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