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Hilde embraced the sobbing Cathrine in her dark bedroom and rubbed her back soothingly.
"It's alright, it's alright, I'm here now. Don't cry now, koi. Shh, shh."
"Hilde, I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to say those things to you over the phone. I. I.," Cathrine began racking with sobs again.
"Cathrine, I should be the one apologizing for putting down the phone on you."
"It's all my fault! I shouldn't have lashed out like that. I shouldn't have accused you dating that Relena Queen of the World, Vice Prime Minister woman. Oh why did I say that? I'm so sorry." Cathrine hugged Hilde tighter, not wanting to let go.
Hilde sighed. She shouldn't have told Cathrine about the dinner she had with Relena. It's already bad enough that she was always with the Vice-Prime Minister as she was her bodyguard. But what can she do about that? It was her job after all.
Earlier that night, she called her girlfriend Cathrine just to check her out and say goodnight. Cathrine was all too excited about her call and insisted her to tell her about what has been happening with her and her job. Hilde, not wanting for Cathrine to worry about her since she was bored as hell, told her the most fun events that happened to her. And she only could think about was the dinner she had with Relena where they talked and laughed about so many things.
That was when Cathrine's green-eyed monster woke up.
It started with a simple teasing from Cathrine that Hilde just laughed at. Hilde jokingly in return asked if she was jealous. Cathrine kept silent. Hilde asked if she was still there then laughed a little. After a while, Cathrine lashed out. Hilde, shocked and confused tried to reason out with Cathrine but the brunette was too irritated and dwelling on the whole so-called situation they were in. She knew she was acting childish but she kept on pushing Hilde away. But the truth in fact is that she unconsciously needed Hilde to be with her to reassure her with a hug. They were only approaching their first monthsary when Hilde was called to be Relena's bodyguard. They were now approaching their third month. They only saw each other during Sundays and sometimes, when Hilde found her way to see Cathrine when she had the chance.
Cathrine misses Hilde and the brunette was one possessive woman.
Hilde, confused and tired, rolled her eyes and slammed the receiver and cursed. She sat on her bed and blinked. She sprang up again and cursed and dialed Cathrine's number. Trowa picked up and told her Cathrine went out, crying. Hilde cursed herself for being such a bitch. She shouldn't have hung up on her girlfriend like that. She just did it on instinct to avoid cursing openly with Cathrine hearing her. She was furious with the thought. Not because of Cathrine was jealous but because of the cause of her girlfriend's fear. She was angry with herself for being far from her and not being able to protect her instead. If only she could leave her job. but she also wanted to protect the one of the most important people of the world.
Oh how she loved Cathrine to the core.
"There there now, shh." Hilde smoothed Cathrine's hair.
They held each other just like that for several minutes. Only Cathrine broke the silence.
"Hmm. You must be disgusted with me right now for acting so childish even though I'm two years older than you."
"Of course not! I'll never think such things! And besides, you'll never look old." Hilde grinned.
Cathrine giggled as well. Hilde always knew how to cheer her up. Hilde took care of her very well even though her girlfriend's younger than Cathrine. As a performer, she knew how it felt to receive praises and compliments but she never appreciated any of them the way she cherished that came from Hilde.
"I'm still wondering how you came here you know."
"I ran."
"You ran?!" Hilde repeated, shocked. The circus is three kilometers from here.
"Hai. And I climbed up the wall. Kind of like you used to do, ne?"
Hilde blushed. Oh yeah, she used to do that when she sneaked inside the circus grounds back then. Ah, the good 'ol courtship days.
'She ran all three kilometers. owchie.' Hilde winced.
"Is there something wrong?"
"Uh, nothing."
"Still thinking I can beat you with running, ne?"
Hilde laughed. In her years of training, she hasn't seen someone so fast in running.
"But your legs hurt, ne? I'm sure."
Cathrine made a little cute pout and nodded. "Mm-hmm."
Hilde sighed and smiled. "C'mon," She lifted the slim girl with her wiry hands and deposited them both on the bed. The girl yipped and giggled. As soon as they were both settled on top of the bed, Hilde wrapped her arm around Cathrine and both melted as they looked into each other's eyes.
"I love you Hilde." Cathrine said with watery eyes.
"Hey, why are you crying?" Hilde made a move to wipe away the tears but Cathrine batted her hands away.
"It's nothing," She waved. "It's just that." She looked into Hilde's eyes. She bit her lip then moved closer.
"Cathy." Hilde moved closer and closed her eyes as her lips met Cathrine's. It was a soft kiss, Hilde felt Cathrine's arms encircle her. She opened her eyes and kissed Cathrine's nose.
"I love you too, Cathy."
"I'm so sorry," Cathrine sighed. "y'know, about the whole jealousy thing. I miss you and I'm scared that I might lose you to someone obviously beautiful and rich and popular and-"
"But I'm still here, ne? I still think you're the most beautiful, sexy woman I have laid my eyes upon." Hilde softly smiled. "And most of all, you're the one I love."
Cathrine tore her teary eyes away, biting her lower lip. She felt so guilty with her behavior earlier that evening and now, she was hearing these so sweet, forgiving, loving and reassuring words from her lover. She felt so ashamed. All her life, all of the people around her believed she could stand on her own feet, even though she was the youngest among the circus crew. She only trusted herself. She was the youngest and yet she thought like most of the adults did.
Then came Hilde. The woman was witty and fun to be with. Ever since Hilde laid eyes upon Cathrine at a circus act months ago, she was determined to know the girl's name and know her more. Then the two women fell in love with each other. Hilde visited Cathrine almost every night to see her and whenever she fails to visit the girl, Cathrine would always see a bouquet of roses in her trailer with a card. Hilde's one sweet woman and it's no mystery why Cathrine fell easily with the shorthaired woman.
With Hilde, Cathrine learned to experience childhood once more. But that isn't all. Hilde let her feel that is was okay to let loose. She let her open her eyes that there is time and space for everything if she only learned to open her heart. With Hilde, she learned how to trust.
Well, she *is* learning right now which explains her discrepancy.
"Ne, Cat, let's stop all of this guilt trip thing." Hilde kissed her eyes. "Say, you must be hungry or something. You want me to get you anything?"
Shaking her head, Cathrine tightened her embrace around the other girl as Hilde relaxed in her embrace by moving closer to the curly-haired girl. They remained in that position for several minutes. Feeling the security in each other's embrace.
"Trowa might be wondering where you went, y'know."
"I'm perfectly safe right here so no need to worry."
Hilde laughed. "Are you sure about that?"
Cathrine looked at her laughing girlfriend. "Yes. Why shouldn't I be?"
"Am I safe?" Hilde teased.
Cathrine raised an eloquent eyebrow. "Hey, the question should be other way around, you know."
"Huh?" Hilde blushed as her girlfriend laughed and aimed her a seductive smile. Even though Cathrine acted like she was younger whenever they were together, Hilde wasn't sure with Cathrine's experiences. She must not ignore the fact that
Cathrine is still two years older and of course she knew things but.
"Ne, Hilde-chan, do you think I'm beautiful?" Cathrine breathed, her face inching closer.
"Hai."
"Do you think I'm cuter than that Peacecraft-sama woman?" Cathrine whispered, eyes piercing Hilde's.
"Of course. Definitely!" Hilde was sweating like hell.
"Do you find me really sexy?" Cathrine whispered huskily, biting her lower lip.
Hilde gulped. "Yes. And I love you, Cathy."
"And I love you too." Cathrine said as she brought her lips to Hilde. Such a soft. sweet kiss. plush lips brushing over each other in a graceful movement.
Arms encircled each other's bodies, occasionally sliding each other's backs or touching each other's face. The kiss became more heightened in pace, letting each other's lips mesh with each other. Both pairs of hands finding way across each other's bodies.
Breaking from their kiss, both women panted hard. and looked into each other's eyes. Oh how they needed each other.
Cathrine pulled Hilde into another kiss and as Hilde indulged, she settled on top of her and gripped on Cathrine's shoulders.
Feeling fingers digging into her scalp Hilde was too lost into the kiss. the kiss that was deepened that both women reveled into exploring each other's mouths and tickling each other's tongues.
Settling herself into a proper, if not comfortable, position, Hilde tried spreading her legs apart so that Cathrine's legs are in between. But she didn't remain that way for even thirty seconds because it was straining her legs too much. Cathrine giggled. Hilde blushed at that embarrassing interruption so she settled one leg in between Cathrine's legs and one leg at the left side of Cathrine's left leg.
Both women resumed kissing and not after for so long, Hilde was quite surprised but didn't break away from the kiss when she felt Cathrine tugging off her shirt. Not having the shirt completely removed she then felt Cathrine's hand invading her top. She felt two hands travel up and down her spine which made her shiver. This made her react instinctively thus kissing Cathrine harder. Not having contented with kissing the brunette, she began trailing kisses on her neck, gently nipping on the porcelain skin.
Partly tickled and partly aroused by the touch and sensation, Cathrine emitted a giggle and a moan, which increased Hilde's lust. She tugged on Cathrine's shirt impatiently.
"How do you get this thing off?" Hilde whispered, irritated at the body hugging sleeveless T-shirt.
Cathrine giggled and kissed the wrinkled meeting eyebrows and pushed Hilde up as she aimed her a seductive smile and removed her shirt exposing smooth skin that almost sent Hilde over the edge.
"So. where were we?" Cathrine whispered as she pulled Hilde back into their previous position.
Hilde snorted. Cathrine closed her eyes as Hilde's lips descended on her neck and resumed its earlier nipping and sucking.
"Mmm." Cathrine sighed in pleasure as her own hands continued their earlier wanderings.
Hilde licked Cathrine's chest, feeling the silky skin with her tongue. She could feel Cathrine's hands brushing over her back. then she felt her bra's clasp from behind click. Hands slid to remove the garment.
Her own hands automatically responded by unclasping Cathrine's own strapless bra with the clasp in front. Just as when she was trying to appreciate the sight before her, she was deliciously distracted by two hands feeling the vicinity where her bra was before. below her armpits and then rested on her breast in feather-light touch.
Cathrine began massaging Hilde's breasts gently.
Hilde gasped between breaths as she continued licking and kissing Cathrine. The touch made her reacting immensely, involuntarily sliding her left thigh in between Cathrine's thighs.
This reaction elicited a squealing moan from Cathrine, deep in lust and pleasure. Hilde smirked. So she continued sliding her thigh against Cathrine's inner thighs.
But Hilde wasn't satisfied with her little mischief.
She licked Cathrine's right nipple.
"Uhh-huh." Cathrine squeaked and bit her lip.
Hilde completely aroused with the noises Cathrine was making, enclosed her mouth on one breast and sucked.
"Uhuh!!! Mmph!!!" Cathrine almost cried out as her body instantly reacted to the sensual touch, arching her back to the touch and her legs raising. which accidentally slid and bumped into Hilde's inner thighs.
Hilde gasped. Cathrine then realized the caress Hilde has been doing to her and saw the reaction it brought to her partner. She then pressed her knee in between Hilde's thighs and clit.
With a sounding pop, Hilde left Cathrine's right breast and started licking on the other breast. Both of her hands slid down to her thighs, gently massaging the tensed muscles.
Both women moaned in pleasure and sweet pain. Both felt the heat emanating from each other's between.
Furiously, Cathrine started tugging on Hilde's bottom pajamas. The girl was about to sleep when Cathrine entered her room through the window. How on earth did Cathrine sneaked into Relena's mansion grounds was beyond Hilde. Cathrine was in her customary tight fitting outfit and so very short shorts.
Hilde snickered. "Impatience will ruin the mood, koi." Not necessarily moving from her position, she slid off the half slid-off bottoms and kissed Cathrine fully on the lips.
"Mmm. will this ruin the mood?" Cathrine whispered, as her hand caressed Hilde's already soaked panties. Hilde gasped.
"Aha! Mmphh." Hilde moaned, struggling her balance and feeling the touch of Cathrine's hand rubbing her. down there.
Cathrine smirked. She lifted one finger and brushed through the satin panties.
Feeling fireworks in her head, Hilde hiccuped and breathed through her mouth.
Cathrine retrieved her hand, leaving Hilde's between feeling abandoned.
"Heeeey!!!"
"Don't hey me, koi. Finish what you started."
Hilde pouted and mock died beside Cathrine, lying her head on top of her koi's shoulder. "No fair."
But then, Cathrine would always get what she wanted.
"But koi, don't you want me?" Cathrine had that cute pout on her face that Hilde couldn't resist.
"Of course I do!"
"I bet you like Relena better than me." Cathrine was quickly cut off when she saw Hilde top her immediately with a serious expression on her face.
"Are we going back to this whole jealousy thing? Do you still believe that I'd prefer Relena than YOU?"
Cathrine had a nervous look on her face and had trouble replacing it with a smile, which was obviously wavering with utter nervousness. "Iie, Hilde. I was just joking." With that, she tried to cover herself with the crumpled sheets pooling around them and got up, as she felt the insecurity got the best of her but was unsuccessful as Hilde pushed her back down. Hilde was kind of shorter but tougher than the two. She tried to compose herself as she was taken aback by the serious look on Hilde's face.
"Well, I'm not. Cathrine, I love you. So far, I don't know what sexual experiences you had before now so I might as well tell you now that I'm a beginner and would want to make our first time special. It would hurt me to know that you believe that I prefer someone else in bed with me right now while making love to you."
Now that was brutally frank.
Cathrine was silent, refusing to meet Hilde's eyes.
"And I want you. God, you just don't know how much I do crave for you. Yes, you're the most beautiful being I have set eyes upon. The goddesses are envious, I can tell. You're better than Relena because for one, I LOVE you and two. you're definitely good-looking. And YES, you're so sexy you melt the elastic in my underwear even when I'm just asleep and dreaming of your gorgeous body."
Cathrine giggled and sniffed and tried to blink back tears. "Gomen, ne." She whispered.
"Huh?"
"I just. I just don't want to wake up in the morning to find you gone." She began racking with sobs again. "You might be taking my breath away by telling me how beautiful I am. then, I'd find myself in the morning looking wasted and alone in a cold, empty bed."
"Shh." Hilde caressed Cathrine's cheek and one arm snaked around her waist.
"Ne, Hilde, don't leave me?"
Hilde sighed. "I won't, Cathrine, I promise. Trust me."
"I trust you. Hold me tonight?" Cathrine pleaded.
"Hai."
Two women kissed. both lost in each other's tight embrace. Tongues warring over, lips slick with saliva. Sucking each other's essence. they couldn't have enough of each other. This desperate need they have for each other could not be contained in both hands.
Trust. I need to be here. hold me. stop the nightmares. relieve me from my pain. I don't want to be hurt. take away the pain. I don't want to be alone.
I need you.
Cathrine cupped Hilde's face in her hands as they kissed as Hilde's hands roamed all over Cathrine's body. Legs in constant movement. entwined and occasionally brushing and bumping each other's between. Soft moans only heightened each other's lust, which only made kissing more fervent. Their passion-filled moment has come to break the barriers of the level of their relationship.
It is now time for them to cross that boundary.
Gasping for breath, Cathrine's eyes rolled back into their lids as Hilde licked her body. blowed hot breaths all over her. downwards. strong, smooth hands kneading her muscles. almost a desperate caress.
Short breaths and shaking bodies. two souls in need. desperate for each other's presence. hands gripping at the sheets. wetting them with hot sweat.
Moans escaped her thin lips as she felt Hilde's hand fondled with her pussy. it felt hot, it felt wet. it was driving her completely lustful. Her hips were rocking in synch with Hilde's rubbing.
"Hilde-chan. uhnn. aha! Feels so good. don't stop."
She let out a desperate cry when the pleasurable rubbing left her. Her legs were wiggling in lust but Hilde pushed them downwards. She bit her lip when she felt cool air brush over her as Hilde slid off her t-back satin panties.
As silent apology for the earlier abandoning, Hilde kissed her koi on the lips, distracting her for what was about to come. She felt her lover squirm under her as she slowly rubbed her pussy again. She could feel the hot throbbing flesh against her fingers. desperate for attention and satisfaction only she could give.
"Ooohhh. mmmmph. aha!! Oh uh!! Mmmph."
Hilde, almost non-caring in her motions, dispatched her already soaking panties as she continued exploring Cathrine's body.
Cathrine eyes went wide and her heart began to beat thrice as fast as she felt Hilde's knees separating her thighs apart. Licking tongues making slapping noises as both desperately licked and kissed each other. Cathrine tightened her hold on Hilde's hand.
"Hilde." Cathrine murmured. This felt so good. so right.
Hilde went down on Cathrine, still not letting go on her hold of her hand. Her other hand slid over her love's thighs. Cathrine gasped. Two fingers spread her two throbbing clits apart.
"Mmmph. Hilde. onegai."
Hilde licked the plump flesh. She could feel the heat emanating from Cathrine in her tongue. Oh God, she's so perfect. She's so beautiful. Her scent was intoxicating I can feel myself drowning. I'm so high. I don't wanna get out of this anymore.
Cathrine on the other hand was thrashing her head, delirious in the delicious touch and abuse. She couldn't think. she couldn't concentrate. All she could do was whimper in torturing pleasure. She's giving it all to her love. She trusted Hilde. that she is certain.
The tongue invading Cathrine was pushing itself into her. almost wanting to go further inside. Cathrine's hips were bucking up towards the licking tongue, wanting more contact. Whimpering, Cathrine closed her eyes as she reveled the sensation of
Hilde's tongue sliding in between her folds, sliding along the pink flesh, wet with the mixture of her juice and Hilde's saliva.
The curly-haired woman almost shrieked in pure ecstasy as she felt Hilde's mouth fully enclosed over her pussy and sucked. Hard. Hot breaths blowing over her middle was driving her crazy. Her fingers dug into Hilde's scalp and cried out her lover's name. Her hips rose higher, begging more of the incredible sensation and abuse it was taking.
"Hi..Hil..Hilde.oooh!! Hilde! Oh God! Ummph!"
Hilde pushed her tongue out and pushed at Cathrine's grape-sized clit as she continuously sucked on it. The other girl's moans are deliriously arousing, she could feel her juices stream down her thighs. She could feel herself come as well soon.
Sparks of light. it's like surrendering to the onrush of a waterfall.
It didn't register right away as Hilde realized Cathrine had come at the same time she did. Her love screamed as fireworks exploded and flooded her vision. Her mind was blurry and white dots were floating. Both women were high from the release.
Feeling her whole limp body shuddering from the earlier release, Hilde mustered all her energy left and crawled up to lie beside her beloved. Cathrine was still breathing hard eyes closed. her hair scattered all over her lovely sweat-slicked face.
'She's so beautiful.' Hilde thought as she finger-brushed away the hair covering Cathrine's face.
Slowly, purple eyes opened and focused on the woman in view. Cathrine smiled.
"That was. incredible."
Hilde smiled back. "Yes it was. YOU are incredible."
After moments of slience, Cathrine asked cautiously, "Would you be here tomorrow?"
"Of course. We're not going to see the sun for 48 hours."
Cathrine's face lit up with tears in her eyes. "Really? You'll stay with me?"
"Iie. We'll stay together."
"Promise?"
"Promise." Hilde promised.
Cathrine sighed in contentment. "We should really take the bus when we go back to the trailer, ne?"
"Yeah. love you, Cathy." Cupping Cathrine's cheek, Hilde kissed Cathrine on the lips.
"Mmm. I love you too, Hilde." Cathrine kissed back and snuggled in Hilde's protective embrace as both women were both welcomed by slumber's welcoming arms.
And forever shall they be in each other's arms. in love. and in faith.
~THE END~
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